All That Glitters Is Not Gold

LANA DEL REY @ HAMMERSMITH APOLLO ❤💚💙💜

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:20:06 +0100

LANA DEL REY @ HAMMERSMITH APOLLO ❤💚💙💜

Nap time. Wake me when its time to go to Spain. 😴

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:17:00 +0100

Nap time. Wake me when its time to go to Spain. 😴

Sat by The Crash Pad in the sunshine, waiting to be interviewed…...

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:16:00 +0100

Sat by The Crash Pad in the sunshine, waiting to be interviewed… Fingers crossed!

My cheeks ache. This is my silently-super-proud-of-myself face....

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:16:00 +0100

My cheeks ache. This is my silently-super-proud-of-myself face. ☺ #nomakeup #nofilter #TGIF #fridayfeeling

Bug in a rug… Or a Bee in a quilt? 🐝

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:16:00 +0100

Bug in a rug… Or a Bee in a quilt? 🐝

So chaud. #MAC #funwithBee #vanityfriday #instacollage

Mon, 20 May 2013 19:16:00 +0100

So chaud. #MAC #funwithBee #vanityfriday #instacollage

Photo

Sat, 18 May 2013 17:08:05 +0100

itsdramakingbitch: @beecresswell & I #GalPals...

Sat, 18 May 2013 16:42:50 +0100

itsdramakingbitch:

@beecresswell & I #GalPals #FagAndHisHag

riverys: bill skarsgård by mattias edwall for café

Sat, 18 May 2013 16:40:25 +0100

riverys:

bill skarsgård by mattias edwall for café

bohemea: Carey Mulligan & Leonardo DiCaprio - The Great...

Thu, 16 May 2013 21:04:52 +0100

bohemea:

Carey Mulligan & Leonardo DiCaprio - The Great Gatsby photo call at the Cannes Film Festival, May 15th 2013

bohemea: Amanda Seyfried by Ellen von Unwerth

Thu, 16 May 2013 20:55:48 +0100

bohemea:

Amanda Seyfried by Ellen von Unwerth

Photo

Thu, 16 May 2013 20:53:50 +0100

No! Not my Jessica! Not pattycake! It can’t be! It just can’t...

Wed, 15 May 2013 00:43:19 +0100

No! Not my Jessica! Not pattycake! It can’t be! It just can’t be! Jessica’s my wife! It’s absolutely impossible! Jessica’s the love of my life. The apple of my eye. The cream in my coffee.

Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988)

Wed, 15 May 2013 00:43:08 +0100

Who Framed Roger Rabbit (1988)

I need.

Wed, 15 May 2013 00:39:00 +0100

Where do I begin, Tumblr? To keep the story short, I suppose I could say that I’m burning out.

As much as I love my job and find my degree interesting, only having 6 days off out of the last 63 is really taking it’s toll. I definitely don’t feel like myself any more - I feel very disjointed - and I crave solitude.

I’m the sort of person who loves to be around people a lot but needs to have the odd day here and there to recharge alone; to take myself away from the world. It sounds daft but if I don’t, I don’t have time to process anything or take a breather.

On top of that, I’m going to bed tired and I’m waking up tired. I’m always tired. The sleep isn’t refreshing, it’s not doing anything… I’m trying to live life at the same pace as I always do - fast - and I don’t have enough hours in the day. What would really come in handy is one of those little devices Hermoine has in The Prizoner of Azkaban book!

Do you know what? It hasn’t even sunk in that I’ve got a promotion. I haven’t celebrated; I haven’t had a moment to think about it; I haven’t had a moment to reflect. It’s awful because I should be able to reflect, feel proud, and be happy that I’ve actually achieved something for the first time in a long time.

I need a refreshing night’s sleep. I need a day away from the Internet and my iPhone. I need to reflect upon everything that has happened to me in the last 12 weeks. I need to get excited about my holidays. I need to fucking have a day to myself where I can recharge.

I need I need I need I need I need.

I don’t even make sense when I speak any more.